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Wow... it certainly has been a while since I've posted a journal around here.
If you want to follow my daily doings lately, you can now find me at twitter! @tomboytsarevena is not just my Tumblr name, but my Twitter name as well. If you catch the reference, then you are amazing and you get a free cookie.
In other news, I HAVE A SMARTPHONE NOW! I feel like I've been sped into the 21st century! I've had it less than a week, but I all ready love pretty much everything about it. The fact that it can play games is pretty damn sweet. It's like having a new handheld, but with more shitty games and the ability to receive calls.
I've been going to the gym every week day while the girls are at school. I hope to have a wonderful figure to cosplay with in about a year. Meanwhile, this year for Halloween, I'll be doing my version of Equestria Girls' Fluttershy! I'm super psyched to see the new Equestria Girls movie next month. *psst, I want to wear my cosplay to the movie also!*
IF any of you guys play the My Little Pony smartphone game (I heard it's also on Kindle and a few other devices) then by Golly hit me up! I need more friends~ I have it connected to both my Google+ and my *new* Facebook account.
If you want to follow my daily doings lately, you can now find me at twitter! @tomboytsarevena is not just my Tumblr name, but my Twitter name as well. If you catch the reference, then you are amazing and you get a free cookie.
In other news, I HAVE A SMARTPHONE NOW! I feel like I've been sped into the 21st century! I've had it less than a week, but I all ready love pretty much everything about it. The fact that it can play games is pretty damn sweet. It's like having a new handheld, but with more shitty games and the ability to receive calls.
I've been going to the gym every week day while the girls are at school. I hope to have a wonderful figure to cosplay with in about a year. Meanwhile, this year for Halloween, I'll be doing my version of Equestria Girls' Fluttershy! I'm super psyched to see the new Equestria Girls movie next month. *psst, I want to wear my cosplay to the movie also!*
IF any of you guys play the My Little Pony smartphone game (I heard it's also on Kindle and a few other devices) then by Golly hit me up! I need more friends~ I have it connected to both my Google+ and my *new* Facebook account.
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Breaking Bad x JRPG crossover dream??
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So I just woke up from the weirdest dream I've had in a long time. It was a video game crossover of Breaking Bad, where all the characters were played by different video game characters.
The smarmy "criminal" lawyer was played by Miles Edgeworth of the Ace Attorney series. Walter White was played by a super smart Cid from FF5, and Walter Jr. was played by Mid (who in the game is his grandson, but whatever). His wife Skyler was played by incurably annoying Lemina Ausa from Lunar 2. Her sister Marie was played by Mia Ausa (her ancestor in canon) from Lunar 1, and she was married to Nash as she is in the game. Which means Nash is Hank. I also now accept the headcanon that Mia is a kleptomaniac. Gus Frings was played by a very well dressed modern Emperor Mateus (which explains a lot as to why Gus is my favorite character, their personalities are TOO SIMILAR) complete with glasses and bitchin' suits with ties and the whole ambiguously gay thing. Hector Salamanca was actually played by my favorite Hector of Fire Emblem, now old and in a wheelchair - and all of the relatives were characters of the Fire Emblem franchise. Jessie Pinkman? Yeah, for some reason Jessie was played by Edward Geraldine, aka Edge of FFIV fame.
The only question I have about this whole thing is why didn't my brain do this when I was heavy into Game of Thrones?! I still like GoT better!
The smarmy "criminal" lawyer was played by Miles Edgeworth of the Ace Attorney series. Walter White was played by a super smart Cid from FF5, and Walter Jr. was played by Mid (who in the game is his grandson, but whatever). His wife Skyler was played by incurably annoying Lemina Ausa from Lunar 2. Her sister Marie was played by Mia Ausa (her ancestor in canon) from Lunar 1, and she was married to Nash as she is in the game. Which means Nash is Hank. I also now accept the headcanon that Mia is a kleptomaniac. Gus Frings was played by a very well dressed modern Emperor Mateus (which explains a lot as to why Gus is my favorite character, their personalities are TOO SIMILAR) complete with glasses and bitchin' suits with ties and the whole ambiguously gay thing. Hector Salamanca was actually played by my favorite Hector of Fire Emblem, now old and in a wheelchair - and all of the relatives were characters of the Fire Emblem franchise. Jessie Pinkman? Yeah, for some reason Jessie was played by Edward Geraldine, aka Edge of FFIV fame.
The only question I have about this whole thing is why didn't my brain do this when I was heavy into Game of Thrones?! I still like GoT better!
...there were a lot of characters who were in the dream that I don't remember what role they were playing as far as Breaking Bad goes. There were cameos for the car wash as customers (like Setzer getting his airship washed). I don't remember who played Mike, another one of my favorites from the show. Yeah... I... don't know where this came from because I've not watched Breaking Bad in about a week, and I didn't have dreams like this when I was watching it all in one go. O_______o;;
Still, I do love me some Gus Frings, though. He's undoubtedly my favorite character and the replacement villains were (spoilers) NOT AS GOOD AS HE WAS. :/
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Hey, dA...
4 min read
I know it's been so long since I've updated my journal, but there's just been so much going on in my life lately that I've not really been able to document everything. Not only that, but I get the distinct feeling that I'm being watched by people I don't want knowing everything about my personal life. Yeah. It's like that.
But~ One thing I'm sure you've noticed is that I've started trying to learn cake decorating. Bear with me, I've not even been doing it a month yet! 
But I aspire to one day make a cake for me and my best friend with chibis of Emperor Mateus and Firion to celebrate our mutual love for FFII when we get together again! That's sort of my... lofty dream, I guess. I wanna get that good at it. To make it special! Also because it's cheaper to make my own cakes than it is to buy them made at a bakery. And if you weren't aware, I'm a fatass because I fucking LOVE CAKE and I have a hard time resisting it. My family likes it, so yay. I'm a good baker, but I've never been a good decorator.
But I aspire to one day make a cake for me and my best friend with chibis of Emperor Mateus and Firion to celebrate our mutual love for FFII when we get together again! That's sort of my... lofty dream, I guess. I wanna get that good at it. To make it special! Also because it's cheaper to make my own cakes than it is to buy them made at a bakery. And if you weren't aware, I'm a fatass because I fucking LOVE CAKE and I have a hard time resisting it. My family likes it, so yay. I'm a good baker, but I've never been a good decorator.Next item up for bid... I spend way more time elsewhere lately. I don't think I'll even miss the subscription features when it runs out next month on my birthday.
I've completed my longest work ever, "Dark Skies over Palamecia". Don't read it, it's fucking terrible. Unless you are who Candice, Clarisse, or Krystal are based on - then your OBLIGATED to read it to the end! ...Well, no, it's great until about so many chapters in and then it gets INCREDIBLY STUPID. The ending was rushed simply because I couldn't work on it anymore due to emotional issues I don't want to go into. As far as my current work goes, I'm not set on any story right now. I've been working on scenes here and there as they come to me, but nothing big and all together. I'll post a few public sample scenes, but I may not post all of my original writing online in a place where anyone can read it anymore.
I'm still absolutely, hopelessly in total love with Emperor Mateus. I draw him everyday almost but I don't feel like posting my drawings here anymore. I don't feel, uhh... safe enough right now. I have them in a private gallery where super close family and friends can see it, and right now, that's enough with me. If you want to see my current work, PM me and I'll discuss it with you if I feel safe enough with you.
I don't want to go into everything, I feel like it would just be made worse overall. It hurts, because I used to be able to do whatever I wanted on my dA page without fear. I've decided that is for the best, though.
I'll still post beadwork here, though it's not like it gets many hits anymore. I think the fad has passed. I haven't had commissions in months, and quite frankly, I'm not taking them from here anymore. I've been burned too much lately. If you do want to commission me, and you're serious about it, talk to my husband through his youtube channel or his Facebook.
I feel like I just want to be left alone more than anything else here lately.
...and I want my plushie of Emperor Mateus to arrive all ready. But there's nothing I can do about that right now.
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Summoning plushie makers?
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Hey local plushie makers!
I'm in the mood to have an art trade, because I'm too broke to summon up the money to commission what I'd like to have made. Typically I'm a loyalist, which means I like to work with people I've worked with before, but I'm more than willing to work someone new, too. I think the people I usually ask with this kind of thing are busy lately, which is why I'm putting a notice up here instead. :3
So what do I want?
Simply put, a plush of Minwu in the style of Theatrythym Final Fantasy!
...and, if possible, a matching Firion in the same style as that game, to give to my BFF for her birthday because of reasons.
Y'see, we're Firion and Minwu in EVERYTHING. From Minecraft to Theatrythym Final Fantasy, this is just what we do. We're a team, and we're Firion and Minwu. In our fanfic for FFII, those two are our characters' love interests, and... and I'm working on getting us matching T-shirts made but the one thing we really want is plushies. Hopefully in a huggable size.
So. If you're willing to do an art trade with me, please note me or comment or something... BUT here's the deal! It's gotta be done before the end of the year. Before November, hopefully. It gives us lots of time to negotiate and plan! Yay!
((Yes waifu I know you have access to my journal and I know this kinda screws up my birfday present but whatever I don't care at least if I need someone to pay for shipping you can do that, ROFLMAO))
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So. I had a fantastic week.
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My friend Jason, who came for my birthday back in February, decided he was going to spoil the hell out of me again... in the presence of his wife and daughter, no less. The visit lasted about a week, which is one reason why I haven't posted much. Anyway - so! This little mod that I've got here allows me to play PSP ISOs, and holy shit, I've had so much fun with it. I haven't even touched my tiny UMD collection since... partially because I got ISOs of the games I own like Dissidia Duodecim and Star Ocean Second Evolution as well as games I didn't have. All the games I bought on the PSN work, too, so I don't lose what I've bought. It's fucking AWESOME. I have a 32GB Massive memory card and I still have 12GB open on it. I have no idea what I'm going to do with all that space. I have just... SO MANY GAMES. I have room to put all of the Final Fantasy series from FFs I-IX, which, by the way, I now have the great PSX Trinity as my brother calls them.
You want a list of the games I put on here? Sure!
My PSN Downloads:
*these were paid for and bought through my MediaGO account*
-Wild Arms
-Suikoden
-Chrono Cross
-Castlevania: Symphony of the Night
-Final Fantasy VII
-Final Fantasy IX
PSP ISOs:
*these were not paid for, but I own the UMD for a lot of them*
-Hatsune Miku Project Diva 2nd (Japanese only rhythm game)
-Star Ocean First Departure
-Star Ocean Second Evolution
-Final Fantasy Anniversary Edition
-Final Fantasy II Anniversary Edition
-Final Fantasy IV: The Complete Collection
-BlazBlue Continuum Shift II
-Tales of VS (Japanese fighting game with lots of RPG elements, like Duodecim, but starring Tales characters)
-Dissidia Duodecim
-Tales of Eternia (German region, but English text. the Germans were too lazy to translate it... but they GOT it? what?)
-Itadaki Street Portable (Japanese board game with Dragon Quest and Final Fantasy heroes as the pieces)
-Final Fantasy VIII (ISO of a PSN download, so it functions the same, but my husband refuses to pay for that game 'cause he hates it and I wanted to get it again. me? I wanted to buy it!)
I haven't touched anything else. I've been in RPG/Puzzle/Rhythm/Fighting game heaven.
Oh, and Jason also brought another surprise for me. Did you know that the movie Labyrinth got a video game? Well I didn't know that either, because apparently, it was Japanese only. So you know what Jason did? He found out I'm a fanatic for it and made a cart that can play on an American NES... just for me. I had such a squeegasm I don't even... just... FUCK. IT'S LABYRINTH THE VIDEO GAME AND I FUCKING LOVE IT.
OH. And then he said "you know what I didn't do? I didn't buy you a gift for your birthday."
I was like "what? you fucking made me an NES and gave me Final Fantasy II to go with it."
Then he said "no. but I didn't buy you a gift."
I said "dude you MADE me shit, stop it, your wife's gonna get jealous."
He said "she isn't gonna get jealous. I spoil her on a daily basis."
So he just handed me a bookman's bag and said "here ya go!"
Inside it was a copy of Growlanzer Generations (parts II and III) and the Japanese exclusive for Growlanzer IV. I done LOST MY SHIT. I couldn't do anything but squee. Because, not sure if you guys know about this, but Growlanzer is like Star Ocean with me and Eric. We play it together. It's one of the series that he got me into. While we were in Germany, we actually went and sat through both of them in two days, just getting all the endings in one go. And while my PS2 is not modded and I can't play the G4, I just hugged it because I didn't even KNOW there was a fourth Growlanzer, and I SOOOO WANT TO PLAY IT. I know there's a new PSP game for the series, and I want to get the actual boxed copy for that and not just get an ISO. So I can go "bitch, look at my Growlanzer, it's fucking great".
And then Eric and I had one of our best nights ever this week. I introduced him to Vocaloid. We sat and watched a Vocaloid concert on youtube and I showed him the games I got because of the hack. Watching Rocky IV while playing Itadaki meant for some very hilarious conversation. It all started with "who you playin' with" and I answered "Alena" he said "who's Alena again?" and I just gave him this look like "and you call yourself a Dragon Quest fanboy. Princess Alena, the Tomboy Tsarevena herself" (yes, the name of my tumblr? that's where I got it from. Alena's title in DQIX. she's my tumblr's mascot, hahahaha)
Best week ever? Pretty damn close. Everything pretty much worked out. Anna made a new friend, and
things are feeling really great right now! Tee hee~
Best week ever? Pretty damn close. Everything pretty much worked out. Anna made a new friend, and
things are feeling really great right now! Tee hee~So... um yeah.
Fuck.
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Halloween, Smartphones, Ponies, and more! by SuzuriHeinze, journal
Halloween, Smartphones, Ponies, and more!
Wow... it certainly has been a while since I've posted a journal around here.
If you want to follow my daily doings lately, you can now find me at twitter! @tomboytsarevena is not just my Tumblr name, but my Twitter name as well. If you catch the reference, then you are amazing and you get a free cookie.
In other news, I HAVE A SMARTPHONE NOW! I feel like I've been sped into the 21st century! I've had it less than a week, but I all ready love pretty much everything about it. The fact that it can play games is pretty damn sweet. It's like having a new handheld, but with more shitty games and the ability to receive calls.
I've been going to
Breaking Bad x JRPG crossover dream?? by SuzuriHeinze, journal
Breaking Bad x JRPG crossover dream??
So I just woke up from the weirdest dream I've had in a long time. It was a video game crossover of Breaking Bad, where all the characters were played by different video game characters.
The smarmy "criminal" lawyer was played by Miles Edgeworth of the Ace Attorney series. Walter White was played by a super smart Cid from FF5, and Walter Jr. was played by Mid (who in the game is his grandson, but whatever). His wife Skyler was played by incurably annoying Lemina Ausa from Lunar 2. Her sister Marie was played by Mia Ausa (her ancestor in canon) from Lunar 1, and she was married to Nash as she is in the game. Which means Nash is Hank. I also n
Hey, dA... by SuzuriHeinze, journal
Hey, dA...
I know it's been so long since I've updated my journal, but there's just been so much going on in my life lately that I've not really been able to document everything. Not only that, but I get the distinct feeling that I'm being watched by people I don't want knowing everything about my personal life. Yeah. It's like that.
But~ One thing I'm sure you've noticed is that I've started trying to learn cake decorating. Bear with me, I've not even been doing it a month yet! ^^; But I aspire to one day make a cake for me and my best friend with chibis of Emperor Mateus and Firion to celebrate our mutual love for FFII when we get together again! Tha
Summoning plushie makers? by SuzuriHeinze, journal
Summoning plushie makers?
Hey local plushie makers!
I'm in the mood to have an art trade, because I'm too broke to summon up the money to commission what I'd like to have made. Typically I'm a loyalist, which means I like to work with people I've worked with before, but I'm more than willing to work someone new, too. I think the people I usually ask with this kind of thing are busy lately, which is why I'm putting a notice up here instead. :3
So what do I want?
Simply put, a plush of Minwu in the style of Theatrythym Final Fantasy!
...and, if possible, a matching Firion in the same style as that game, to give to my BFF for her birthday because of reasons.
Y'see,
So. I had a fantastic week. by SuzuriHeinze, journal
So. I had a fantastic week.
My friend Jason, who came for my birthday back in February, decided he was going to spoil the hell out of me again... in the presence of his wife and daughter, no less. The visit lasted about a week, which is one reason why I haven't posted much. Anyway - so! This little mod that I've got here allows me to play PSP ISOs, and holy shit, I've had so much fun with it. I haven't even touched my tiny UMD collection since... partially because I got ISOs of the games I own like Dissidia Duodecim and Star Ocean Second Evolution as well as games I didn't have. All the games I bought on the PSN work, too, so I don't lose what I've bought. It's fucking